waiting for you: Notice Me, II

lucasquinnfabray:

“Qui-” I sart but get cut off but the inexpected kiss. I melt in your arms and against you. It was so sensual and intimate. Like nothing i’ve ever experienced before. My arms wrap around your neck again, “Hey, it’s alright. Look, I’m ok.” I press another sweet kiss to your lips. “I’m safe now.” I flsh you a tiny smile.

“You are never going to be alone with him. When you break up with him, I will be there. If he wants to hit someone, it will be someone his same size.” Thunder roars outside and we both jump. “It’s late. Where are your dads?”

I slowly nod with a concerned expression, “But … WHat if I did it in public.He wouldn’t do it then. Quinn I just dont  want you getting hurt.” I say softly. I was startled by the suddenn crack of lightening and thunder, “Oh, their on a cruise.”

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My eyes fill with tears as I look at her and think what could have happened. “Damn it Rachel.” I can no longer hold the tears. I pull her to me and kiss her again, this time trying to show her all the love she deserves. 

"Qui-" I sart but get cut off but the inexpected kiss. I melt in your arms and against you. It was so sensual and intimate. Like nothing i’ve ever experianced before. My arms wrap around your neck again, "Hey, it’s alright. Look, I’m ok." I press another sweet kiss to your lips. "I’m safe now." I flsh you a tiny smile.

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waiting for you: Notice Me, II

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fullongleekfreak:

lucasquinnfabray:

I avoid my gaze in embarrassment, “Uh, no … I’m the girl who will hold on to her virginity until the right person comes along.” I explain. “And well, Finn’s not exactly gentle with me either.” I whisper, my eyes meeting yours again. I sigh, “Which is exactly why im not particularly thrilled of the thought of breaking up with him. ” I mutter. I shift and pull up my shirt a little bit, revealing a couple dark bruises meekly.

I look at her beautiful stomach, tainted by the purple and yellow bruises. I see red. “Did he do this to you?” I ask, my voice raising with anger.

I wasn’t really expecting this reaction from you. “I-it was my fault.” I defend in a shy voice. “I kind of made a fool of him in glee club one day. I rejected his song list for sectionals and stuff.” my hand make their way back to your cheeks, “It’s ok.”

“Rachel, it is not ok!” I tell her, getting up from the couch and walking in circles on the carpet. “My God, Rachel. How can you be with someone that treats you like crap? You are… Shit, Rachel, you deserve every good thing in this world. How can that coward dare lay a hand on you?” I stop. “Where does he live?”

"Because when I’m with him I don’t get treated like crap. I don’t get slushy facials every morning. I get heard." I say. After hearing myself say that aloud, my breathing hitches. I feel brainwashed. I would never have stood for something like this a few months ago. I swallow thickly. "I put up with it because … Becasue i was tired of everyone else doing it." My eyes widen at your sudden demand. "No. Quinn, are you crazy? You’re not going over there. He’ll have the rest of the jocks on you in a minute if you try anything." I say stubbornly. "You’re not going."

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I avoid my gaze in embarrassment, “Uh, no … I’m the girl who will hold on to her virginity until the right person comes along.” I explain. “And well, Finn’s not exactly gentle with me either.” I whisper, my eyes meeting yours again. I sigh, “Which is exactly why im not particularly thrilled of the thought of breaking up with him. ” I mutter. I shift and pull up my shirt a little bit, revealing a couple dark bruises meekly.

I look at her beautiful stomach, tainted by the purple and yellow bruises. I see red. “Did he do this to you?” I ask, my voice raising with anger.

I wasn’t really expecting this reaction from you. “I-it was my fault.” I defend in a shy voice. “I kind of made a fool of him in glee club one day. I rejected his song list for sectionals and stuff.” my hand make their way back to your cheeks, “It’s ok.”

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I chuckle softly as I pull back from shushing you. “Shhhh, it’s ok.” I smile, letting my fingers graze of your cheeks lightly. “Just … We can do this once I break up with Finn tomorrow, ok?” I explain. “I just don’t wanna … Really be considered a cheater. And well, I’m not goo with the whole physical parts of relationships yet.” I laugh nervously, my cheeks reddening. But I promise, It’s nothign you did. I enjoyed it.”

I sigh in relief as she tells me she enjoyed our little make out session. I rest my forehead on her shoulder, breathing her in. “Wait.” I raise my head as something she said sinks in. “You mean you and Hudson never…?” I trail off, not really wishing to say the words out loud.

I avoid my gaze in embaressment, “Uh, no … I’m the girl who will hold on to her virginityuntil the right person comes along.” I explain. “And well, Finn’s not exactly gentle with me either.” I whisper, my eyes meeting yours again. I sigh, “Which is exactly why im not perticularly thrilled of the thought of breaking up with him. ” I mutter. I shift and pull up my shirt a little bit, revealing a couple dark bruises meekly.

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fullongleekfreak:

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As our kisses graduate in intensity, my hands reach her thighs and pull her up to me, her legs circling my waist. I blindly move us to the couch, hitting chairs and coffee tables in the process. I lay her down first, my body following suit. I can’t stop kissing her and soon I leave her mouth to kiss her jaw and neck.

I struggle to breathe through all the works our mouths are doing. I keep my legs and arms tightly wrapped around you, clinging to you. Once I was on the couch one of my hands tangled in your short hair. I gasp for air when you lips leave mine. My head tilts back, allowing more access for you. My back instinctivly archs into you. I’ve never felt like this. Everythign was so sensitive and hot. I didn’t know how to act on it. Me and Finn never … My body tenses at the mere thought of him.

I feel her tense underneath me and I stop at once. What did I do wrong? Maybe she felt my… Oh. “Are you ok?” I don’t even give time to speak. “I’m sorry. Was it because of my… Damn it, I’m so sorry! I should get up and…” She sops my rambling with a gentle kiss.

I chuckle softly as I pull back from shushing you. “Shhhh, it’s ok.” I smile, letting my fingers graze of your cheeks lightly. “Just … We can do this once I break up with Finn tomorrow, ok?” I explain. “I just don’t wanna … Really be considered a cheater. And well, I’m not goo with the whole physical parts of relationships yet.” I laugh nervously, my cheeks reddening. But I promise, It’s nothign you did. I enjoyed it.”

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As our kisses graduate in intensity, my hands reach her thighs and pull her up to me, her legs circling my waist. I blindly move us to the couch, hitting chairs and coffee tables in the process. I lay her down first, my body following suit. I can’t stop kissing her and soon I leave her mouth to kiss her jaw and neck.

I struggle to breathe through all the works our mouths are doing. I keep my legs and arms tightly wrapped around you, clinging to you. Once I was on the couch one of my hands tangled in your short hair. I gasp for air when you lips leave mine. My head tilts back, allowing more access for you. My back instinctivly archs into you. I’ve never felt like this. Everythign was so sensitive and hot. I didn’t know how to act on it. Me and Finn never … My body tenses at the mere thought of him.

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I chew on my bottom lip as my eyes meet yours. “I’d never ask you to let me go.” I murmur, honesty evident in my voice. “I am completely enamored by you Quinn. If you walked away … I wouldn’t be able to handle your loss.” My head drops as I take a few steps towards you. “I want you. You have a hold on me that I don’t think is too strong for me to ignore. I’ll break up with Finn… “

I don’t let her say more. Using the fact that she’s on the second step of the stairs, leaving us at eye level with each other, I bury my right hand on the hair of her nape bringing her mouth to mine. 

When our lips touch, I swear I see fireworks. Only our lips are touching, but I could spend the rest of my life just doing this. I suck her lower lip and give it a light nip before giving the same treatment to the upper one. She moans and I take the opportunity to taste her with my tongue. 

I as about to go one and start listing off other uneccasary things until your out mouths were connected. My eyelids automatically flutter close. My arms encircle around your neck, bringing myself closer. I swear there were butterflies in my stomach. I felt sparks everywhere. My breathig hitched when i felt your tongue as well. Mine danced back with yours, eliciting another soft moan to slip it’s way out as I kissed you back almost feverishly.

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I glance back at you and sigh, “No. Quinn, I’m not … I’m not playing games.” I struggle to get out without my voice cracking. “What do you want from me … Honestly. You say you like me but then you turn around to leave and say you’ll do something you’ll regret if you stay.” I speed out. “I like you. I do. Even though I reeally shouldn’t. It’s been hours that i’ve known you and I’m with- I’m with Finn., But I don’t wanna be.” I drop my head to look down at the floor, hiding my face with my hands. “I’m sorry.”

I go towards her, my heart breaking at the silent tears that are running down her cheeks. “Rachel. Look at me please.” She shakes her head, eyes still on the floor. “Rachel, if I kiss you…” At that she raises her head. “I’ll never be able to let you go. “

I chew on my bottom lip as my eyes meet yours. “I’d never ask you to let me go.” I murmur, honesty evident in my voice. “I am completely enamored by you Quinn. If you walked away … I wouldn’t be able to handle your loss.” My head drops as I take a few steps towards you. “I want you. You have a hold on me that I don’t think is too strong for me to ignore. I’ll break up with Finn… “

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My lower lip trembles as I look up at you, “Oh …” I whisper. I turn away from you, not wanting you too see the tears that were about to spill. I knew it was too good to be true. I was always something to regret. I shouldn’t have expected anything less. Heck, my own mom regretted having me. I took a deep breath, wrapped my own arms around my waist. “I’ll see you around.” I exhale and move towards the stairs.

I look at her face and when I see her lip trembling, I know she mistook what I said. “Shit.” I can’t let her think that I don’t want her. “Rachel, wait. Please.”

I glance back at you and sigh, “No. Quinn, I’m not … I’m not playing games.” I struggle to get out without my voice cracking. “What do you want from me … Honestly. You say you like me but then you turn around to leave and say you’ll do something you’ll regret if you stay.” I speed out. “I like you. I do. Even though I reeally shouldn’t. It’s been hours that i’ve known you and I’m with- I’m with Finn., But I don’t wanna be.” I drop my head to look down at the floor, hiding my face with my hands. “I’m sorry.”

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“I can’t do this, Rachel. I need to go or ‘ll do something that I might regret.” I tell her, feeling defeated. 

My lower lip trembles as I look up at you, “Oh …” I whisper. I turn away from you, not wanting you too see the tears that were about to spill. I knew it was too good to be true. I was always something to regret. I shouldn’t have expected anything less. Heck, my own mom regretted having me. I took a deep breath, wrapped my own arms around my waist. “I’ll see you around.” I exhale and move towards the stairs.

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I don’t really know how to react. She keeps holding my hand and I don’t really know what to do about it. She’s giggling and being her adorable self and I wanted to just pull her to me and kiss the socks out of her.

“Rae, what are we doing?” The nickname rolls off my tongue without me realising…

I blink back surprise at the confession. The silent, tense atmosphere that suddenly took over the room had shivers riding up my spine. My mouth suddenly went dry and I looked down. ‘I-i’m sorry.” I breathe out shakily. “I like you.” I finally admit after another minute of silence. “It’s been impulsive. Holding your hand.” I start but shake my head, realizing how stupid that had sounded. Why couldn’t I talk all of a sudden. I shoot up off the couch when you stand, “No! Please … Quinn.” I plead softly.

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